Ok so... Some things I like..
This town don't feel mineI'm fast to get away-FAR I dressed you in her clothesNow drive me far - away, away, away It feels good to know your mineNow drive me far - away, away, awayFAR awayI don't care where just FAR - away And I don't care FAR - awayAnd I don't care where just FAR ....

These dreams'll raise you upSome kids wanna be rockstars, andsome kids wanna be firemenBut those dreams'll mess you upIf you're in it for the brightlights and the battle scarsIt'll turn you into a liar, manI don't know if I've seen a million facesI'm not sure if I've rocked them allAll I know is I've met a lot of peopleFilled a lot of spacesLearned to jump and learned to take a fallAnd if that's not livin' large, thenI'm happy livin' smallWell, most of us, when we go out looking,as we do, for our lovers and our friendsYea, we know it's not just supposed tobe about what looks goodWe know it's not really all about the benjaminsYea, but business is a lot like love andbusiness is a lot like friendship, isn't it?Yea, well either way, if you just go outlooking for what's rich and hotYou'll end up with a piece of shitI don't know if I'll make a million dollarsYea who knows, maybe if I return those calls...All I know is when I tune in,turn on and go outIt's not my radioIt's not my tv showIt's not my rock-n-rollLooks like one big fashion showAll these punk rock pimps and hoesSellin' this and sellin' thoseSodas, cars and phonesI mean, what's the dilly, yo?This channel isn't clear at allAnd if that's what passes thesedays for livin' largeThen I'm happy livin' small.

to you

Abby, you take away the cold and drabby. You make the things seem like a there is a purpose. You make me smile, when the you look at me. you make light the room when you look at me with your eyes. you make me happy, even if that sounds really sappy. You make me want to be a better man, I know that was your plan. I know that I say the wrong things sometimes, im really sorry, I want you to know you are worth every moment every second, of my life. You make me whole. I know this sounds really lame, but can you blame me for trying. thank you for saving my life, Love you. I guess thats Really all that I can say.

7 mos.

today is seven month anniversary of me and abby being together. i love her very very much. she means so much to me. I am so grateful to know her and have her in my life.

just thinking about my grandma.. I really miss my grandma, she had to sit and suffer the last years of her life. she couldn't go anywhere without an oxygen tank, she had to start sleeping in a hospital bed in the living room, she couldn't go to the bathroom by herself. She would sit and do crossword puzzles all day, then look forward to watching the new episode of dawson's creek on tv. I miss my grandma, alot. To think of how her life was taken away from her bothers me. She didn't deserve it at all. She had to sit and watch everyone else have a life while she suffered. She no longer had a moment to herself, constantly someone watching her. She went from raising her kids, to her kids raising her. She was very independent. She is definetely the most inspiring person I have had in my life. She gave me so much motivation to want to do better. She made me think that I had a reason to live. But for some reason sitting there watching her die because of smoking still isn't enough to make me want to quit. Pretty sad really. Maybe I should really start thinking about that.

Frank Caliendo?

How do people find this guy funny at all? He does the same jokes over and over and over. I just don't find him that good. Yes, at first it can be funny, but then you get the george bush, john madden, al pacino, jack nicholson, etc. Get a new joke. I would like to think that if this guy can be considered "funny," then what the hell? I think it is my time to break out my funny bits. The things I do that most people find annoying should be good.

whats with these homies dissin my girl

well i got two jobs. i got a job at target making 12 dollars an hour, and i got a job training to become a manager at wendy's. so thats pretty good. so at least i know now money will be coming, its gonna be late, but maybe just maybe i won't be in the negative real bad when the time comes. i really don't want a million bank fees. amazing