i realize it has been almost 2 years, maybe even longer than I have really hung out with my old friends. I don't really think any of us are friends anymore, I don't even know them anymore anyway, they don't know me. not like it matters that much anyway I suppose.

I really regret sitting here and being angry. I have no reason to be angry. I really don't care anymore and its just life. I should delete all of these and start over.