Well. It is almost crazy how much everything seems so infinite or possible being in a city. All the possibilities are endless. I guess with so many people, places, things, etc. I know that I really like Louisville, it reminds me of Minneapolis in a way. It isn't as big, but it's kinda got the same feel to it. I like the culture and stuff, its not like you would think if you are a narrow minded asshole or something. The only thing good about that movie Elizabethtown was the few things it shown. I guess for me I like seeing all these people and none of them are going to the same place. Everywhere has somewhere to go, for the most part. We all seem to be going in the other direction. I seen this bum today and he smelled like literal shit and it was sad, he was fighting with nothing. He was talking to something that wasn't there getting really mad. I think about how all those people are not diagnosed properly with their mental defects and that is why they end up becoming what they are. I feel sorry for a lot of them. Some of them can control it. I just like that I have so many chances and I should take them. I am feeling better, I am not eating as much as I was back in the winter. I probably lost 30 or 40 pounds since I left minneapolis. I am dating and meeting new people, some bad ones, but its getting better. I like who I am sometimes. I like the way I think. I like that I can be optimistic, and pessimistic when necessary. I like that I know I have so many great things to say, things to do.. I don't want to be limited because I am waiting on someone else to do decide or whatever. I like the fact that I am not going for the first thing that comes. I know some people are just sad and pathetic and they will take the first thing that comes.