watching life dissappear

I was sitting alone today by myself and I started to think,Man it is so hard to believe how much is changing around me.. I don't know the fact that they have tore everything around me. I think of how in what little bit has changed. I hate to think of how our environment is changed in so little time. I mean we are losing everything around us. I noticed how many trees are gone and how many animals, bugs and so on have dissappeared. I know when I was a kid I see fireflies everywhere. Now adays I guess I havent seen one in a long time. I remember that it was no big deal to see deer, foxes, raccoons, etc and now you dont see any of that. We are taking so much life away by tearing down trees and building new roads, and houses and so on. I know that I think it is pathetic really how much no one cares. WE are just sitting around watching everything dissappear. WE are losing alot of life, we are killing ourselves to in the process. I know what I will always remember as being normal in my lifetime will probably seem very strange to people growing up today. I woudl like to do something important in my life where I am helping not only myself, but everyone else. To think that if we all took a little time out of our day to clean, recycle, etc we cuold so much down. We are wasting all of our resources. WE are fucking everything up that makes this place so great. I would like to be able to plant and grow every kind of plant to where we can still hopefully save thigns before it is too late. That goes for all the animals, bugs, insects, etc. I know I am not perfect, I know that I have alot of work to do, but I think I should certainly start caring alot more. It just makes me sad to see all of th ese t hings that I have taken for granted my whole life dissappear. To think how it will be ten yeras from now is really scary if we dont try to do something about it now. Anyway, yeah I don't know just feel like thinking about something else other than the norm for the day. I want to really just start noticing the things that I am doing and how they are affecting things.