I finally went to a record store today in minneapolis. It was nothing amazing, just nice to be where I can find good music. I bought the new daniel martin moore cd, which no one knows him yet, but you will. He is on SubPop and it reminds me of mason jennings, that doesn't mean it sounds like it. then I got an old Heatmiser cd. For those of you who don't know who that is, it's a band that elliott smith was in before he went solo. Yeah I don't know thats about it. I hate the fall, I get really depressed and stuff. I am having a really tough time right now. One of my friends back home died yesterday. He was just 25. It's just sad because that could happen to any of us. I am lucky to still be here, but sometimes I feel like I am so ungrateful for it. But yeah, just feel bad and have really bad anxiety and I can't keep from being overwhelmed with emotion. Prolly cause I am a pussy. haha