I like this, I like it, doesn't mean that you have to or should. if you want to leave me comments of how good or bad it is, how original or unoriginal it is thats fine. I will try to not to get offended.
I spend most days in this bed that I abuse, on these pillows that you can't get used to. I spend entire days putting off that which cant wait, until the new to you. In my own ways.and I think that Im justified, cause Ive seen whats trying's done to those that try. I spend most days in this bed too small for two. displacing time, like i've got it to lose. i spend endless days thinking of all the different ways that weve made love. and i think that im justified, cause ive seen what livings done for those alive.... little to none. I spend tired days too small for two, on these pillows you can't get used to and thats why I dont sleep at night. and thats why I dont feel right in this shitty town. Its more than you...
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its only been a week and a half and you've already written me twice. give me fucking space. i accept your apology but i dont want to forgiveyou yet because you refuse to stop contacting me.
I wrote twice yes. It was comments because of it being what it was. I text you to get my w-2's but you can think otherwise. I don't see how that is smothering. If I were smothering I would be doing more. I respect you and you can think I dont, but your wrong. I am sorry for leaving two messages, just cannot help that you are just treating me like a goddamn stray dog. Drop me off somewhere far away and let someone else worry about the little bastard. Its just strange ok. I am indifferent to you. I don't know what to think of you anymore, you aren't the person that I fell in love, I guess I am not the person you fell in love with either. I am much more than that. You can say I didn't know you, but I know you. I know you better than most. But I am trying to give space, just 2 messages about what would have been a year. Sorry for thinking it wouldn't be a big deal. I spent a long time with you and to just want to act like it never happened for me is ridiculous. because it did, for better or worse it happened.
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