If I had said something bad then sorry. I didnt mean to make anyone mad. At the time I was mad, frustrated, I apologize. I know it is probably my fault. It has its days where it is discouraging. I really forgot about saying anything. I shouldnt have even said anything. I feel really really bad. I am an idiot for it. I forgot I even did it, I shouldn't have even done it. It was not really how I felt. I am a moron. I feel like a fool. My bad, I know that it is alot of me. I cant make anyone do anything they dont want to. I am sorry, for always being negative. I wish that I could stop being so negative. I am trying, its a work in progress. I should really stop being so negative and passive aggressive about everything. I shouldnt take things to heart so much.