So Ok

So ok here I am. I start my job at radioshack tomorrow. I am really glad to hvae gotten that job. I would like to think that something good will come out of working there. I really want to think that I have a future there. I am really glad about that at least. I am just still really worried about money. But I would like to think that everything will end up panning out and getting better soon. I know that it doesn't happen overnight, that it takes time for things to get better. I am really grateful to be alive and to be here today. I am very grateful for having the chance to be with a beautiful, lovely girl like Abigail. She is really sweet and deserves such a great life. I really am happy to be able to be a part of her life. I am hoping that everything will work out for the best. I am trying to stay optimistic here. I value eve rything I have. I could be so much worse. I have the greatest anyone could ever have, the gift of being in love and loved.