30

I am so scared of growing old. I am getting really scared. I am getting sick of spending these lonely nights training myself not to care. I feel like my window of oppurtunity is closing, oh i need to remind myself about wanting to get my Cds back. I am going crazy without a few of them. I don't have them on my Zune. I am on gonna be thirty soon. thirty, that makes me lose my breath thinking about it. 30 years old.... I am also watching that movie Loser with Jason Biggs and Mena Suvari, I haven't seen it since I was 16... I honestly like this movie.. It makes me remember alot of different feelings. Feelings of so many endless possibilities