watched a movie and this came out.

im sure this is just gonna bite me in the ass. or its just gonna be something that i shouldn't say. i just got in one of those moods, where i just thought about how extremely beautiful you are. im sure you wont read this or even care. but despite what you may think of me i still love you. i dont want anything, just that to be known. i would like to talk like two people one day but even i know at this point thats asking alot. i don't know if i would really want it myself, probably best that i dont. but anyway, yeah ummm just hit me really hard about 15 minutes ago and i guess too, would it be out of line If did say I missed you? because i do. i do, i do, i do. and i know that you probably are happier now without me and seriously i am happy for you. but i know that you have to miss me, even just a litte. you know you miss me bitching about something really stupid. how you fucking went and almost hit that car in front of us and bitch about it for an hour..lol, i have totally came to realize that i did alot of dumb arguing. but im not saying i was the main problem but yes, i fucked it up. haha, its kinda funny now because i see how stupid i was at times. just life i guess, shit happens. but hope that all is well and i hope you are having a good time. take care