I forgot how much I like American Beauty, but one of the many movies i will get back soon enough.. When I go get my stuff I cannot believe that Barack Hussein Obama wants another fucking trillion or so dollars and this is not even 2 weeks after getting basically a trillion for his so called "economic stimulus package" he is such a fucking prick. But anyway yeah man things are getting better for me. I am feeling better, I got a signed copy of Choke by Chuck, so that was pretty cool. I met someone that had two copies and they gave me one of them. So yeah that was pretty random, but anyway yeah umm.. I only did this cause I couldn't sleep and I am watching the Whole Series of Quantum Leap. I am on Season 3, only 2 more seasons to go after this. I think about this show and really thought it was a put together quite well for being the 80's early 90's. I know that I had a good conversation the other night about death and religion and it was pretty insightful it made me think about some things. I was wondering how everyones perception of God is different than anyone else. I mean like I know that it is but if maybe if you do see God and you come back if maybe its just your perception of him because if you really seen the truth form of God it would be too much of mesmerizing thing. I don't know really how to explain it right now. It is 5 oclock in the morning and I can't sleep. I need to go to bed. I could post a stupid video or a stupid anything else that makes wish I was so much happier than I really am. Im not going to though, I got better things to do. I have so many things that I have written lately taht so funny, I think I might go to school to be a writer for television or something. I don't know really what for sure, just know that I feel more inspired to do alot of things in the lst couple months than I have in a while. I am happy