last night the moon was so bright and so big that you could see everything so clearly. it was beautiful. I seriously spent two hours staring out into space last night, thinking about many different things. I thought about how even though you may not be around you, that they are looking at the same thing you are looking at and then it doesn't seem so bad. IT seems like maybe things aren't so bad. Everything is slowly working it self out in some shape or form. I look at myself at what would be 2 months ago soon and think thatit's hard to believe how much different I have changed. I would like to think the better. I feel better, things get better, things change, people change, feelings change, people grow, etc. I think that I am getting closer and closer to be able to finally say that I am happy. I feel so stupid sometimes with some of the shit I say. Haha, blogging is very therapeutic?!!? I should just leave it at that. Oh my world was crushed today! Chris Brown supposedly beat a girl, that just broke my heart. I fucking think he is amazing.. IT makes me want to cry..